heh..i'm quite divided these days..divided in many ways..like i wanna give up..but yet..i dun wanna look away or forget..or i wanna b mean to some n ignore dem..but yet i cant bring myself to do it..heh..i wanna make tings betta betw us..but yet i'm too afraid..haiz..n of cuz..i wanna excel in certain tings..but i'm too slack/lazy to do so..
been tinkin alot lateli..cuz i've realli gt nth betta to do at home..abit e no life..dam..but i'm too zzz to do anithin abt it..speakin of which..been slpin like so many hrs a day..yet i'm still so lethargic n tiredz..its realli time to wake up!! sch is startin..n hols..i din even achieve anithin i set for myself..sux..its realli time to snap out of my dream world n do sth abt it..i noe i'm given lots of opportunities in dance..thx to o sch, ben n ryan..n seems like even kenny is interested in helpin us out..n wud haf i been doin? slackin instead of dancin..its realli time to put matters of e heart aside as its affectin me alot..tough for mi i muz sae..but its gotta b done..i must nt let dem down..i shld treasure wud dey haf done for mi more n do dem proud..make dem glad for givin mi e opportunities..
discipline..discipline..
deres dis emptiness in me..when will it b filled up..
-zc-